Almost Fucked Up

A Dear Virgo Poem

You almost had me fucked up over you I admit. Yes, it’s true But from jump I was honest with you About some things I would never do

I would never trip over you Because we were just friends I was honest when I said That’s what I wanted from you

I would never jump to conclusions Or make assumptions Because I was trying to Be a better version of me

You asked me To not give up on you But you never gave me Anything to hold on to

I never pressured you Only picked up on Whatever vibe You decided to give off

So, at this point I don’t have shit to say to you And don’t get me ignoring you Confused with my attitude

You gave me the lame excuse That’s just how I am And for a moment it was fine Until I realized all the red flags and signs

The inconsistent conversations The sudden loss of interest The ignored requests The mystery of you

I thought I had done something Searched my heart and soul to make sure I hadn’t changed And after careful prayer and consideration, I realized I stayed the same.

I was almost fucked up over you But that is something I promised myself I wouldn’t do